Scrubs

"Things rarely go exactly the way you want them to, so sometimes you make due with whatever you can get… Endings are never easy; I always build them up so much in my head they can’t possibly live up to my expectations and I just end up disappointed. I’m not even sure why it matters to me so much how things end here. I guess it’s because we all want to believe that what we do is very important, that people hang on to our every word that they care what we think. The truth is you should consider yourself lucky if you even occasionally get to make someone, anyone, feel a little better. After that it’s all about the people that you let into your life.
And as my mind drifted to faces that I’ve seen here before, I was taken to memories of family, of co-workers, of lost loves, even of those who have left us. And as I rounded that corner, they all came at me in a wave of shared experience. And even though it felt warm and safe, I knew it had to end. It’s never good to live in the past too long. As for the future it didn’t seem so scary anymore. It could be whatever I wanted it to be… And who’s to say this isn’t what happens? Who can tell me that my fantasies won’t come true just this once?"